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well its been.... interesting....... finally back at college... and after much anticipation... its actually not as bad as i thought it'd be. the hardest parts making friends and not looking like a loner. being one of the people that's fine to talk to as long as you start the conversation doesnt help in the slightest... but got to know some peeps there and it aint going.... horrifically spent tons of time with dani... ooops i mean Danielle recently which has been pretty cool.despite my random insecure incursions we seem to be getting closer and closer and its great.... im just scared im gona say something to fuck it up. i normally do... i

well the whole councelling/journal thing went to shit eh? havnt written in this for ages!! and what the eff .... would it have helped if i had? nah... im still a nutter... still angry.... still have a general apathy... but this time ive taken a strange sense of humour along with it.... so i dont feel quite as low... oh well... ignore the depressing facts... pretend its all a bad dream i have no money... and NOWHERE where i live wants to hire... i might just frame someone so they get sacked so i can have their job then i can get the fuck out of this suburban shit hole and do something i might have to move out soon... i dont know wether

well its been what.. a week maybe? oh well ....   well i feel a bit better i got's to say... good points... my exams are finally done so ive nothing to do but chillout  and focus lots on music writing.... the councelling is just about done i think... stupid ginger tw@ that i had met danielle on thursday... which was cool but i have a bad habit of making a twat of myself.... spent some time with nicole which was also cool and this wednesday... im finally presented with the opportunity to be the closest i ever will be to fulfilling my single AND ONLY gay fantasy.... of raping bilie joe IM SEEING GREEN DAY... it will infact be the highl